SuperRant

People say humans are creatures of habit. What if we are really creatures of fear? Fear of change.....Fear of loss.....fear of the unknown......

Too often there is so much left undone do to weariness and fear. What is the gene that allows us to get up and go and conquere? is it success? Or a fear to fail? What about a simple life. A life that revolves around family and friends. Work your 9-5 and come home. Weekends filled with laughter, parties and family BBQs.

How many habits are addictions? Smoking; some say a habit, others an addiction. I've heard people say they haven't tried to quit because they fear their lack of success. Strength to try......Gumption?

NIN "Every day is exactlly the same" .....sometimes that isn't a good thing.

SuperWorkshop

I went to a workshop last night that really allowed me tounderstand how as a Day-caregiver I can help further
these ease through love. That a child who cries is responding to their lymbic system alerting them that something is amiss,duh, their mom/dad there! This crying is actually the child sharing their unease as they feel safe enough to do so with me as their awayfromhome attatchment. Bridge the gap. If a child is away for periods of time, shorten that by bringing their mom/dad closer. This can be done through pictures, a special blanket or toy, notes, etc there is no limit. If a child needs to follow you room to room to room, LET THEM. They are alarrmed and need you for their safety. I applied this today and its been a fantastic day full of laughter!

SuperTransition

SERIOUSLY?! Okay....my wireless provider supplies me with a FREE Blackberry. I'm not an idiot, I understand that the Iphone is a plague overtaking the earth but I also remember the days where BLACKBERRY was the newest rash. I accept this free offer only to find that the bastards CHARGE you for everything, where a SMARTPHONE gives you free ringtones, apps, etc. AND I cannot post to my blog! ASS-HOLE.....! SSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, now I decide..........textile input (buttons) AND AWESOME notifaction delivery combined with upgrades fb access OR OLDSCHOOL which is slowly looking to be the better bet in the forn of the SONY EXPERIA 10

SuperWTF

I have, maybe, half a dozen days out of the year where I seriously ask myself if I'm crazy. Crazy for choosing the field of childcare. Today was one of those days. Today I got caught in the drizzle of urine (thankfully my own childs-don't know why but that's comforting), stepped in human feces and changed more urine/fece attacked clothing/diapers than ever in my life. Today sucked lol (laughing=todays minimal beginings of hysteria)
I threw away my shoes that had the fate to fall in human poop. New Balance shoes have grooves and nooks, that aint coming out unless you have an iron gag-reflex and time. I was going to buy new shoes this weekend but fate interviened. I now have no shoes bc I'm an idiot. How am I to get shoes (go to the store) when my shoes are in the garbage? Oh and when my wallet is m.i.a? Thank you Michelle! On the advantagious side, the shoes I didn't buy today, DO NOT have shit on them :) So for the remainder of the afternoon and a nightclass I rocked badass compfy ugh boots and sporty/yoga shorts, yikes. Meanwhile you're so distracted by the chaos that is my wordrobe that I'm silently forgetting the bandage over my weeping cut across my right knee.......and the duct tape keeping the dressings there to cover it. BAM!
The evening arrives and I am yet to go home but class has finished just before 9. I do a driveby of "Payless" to remember they're closed and I still do not know where my wallet is. My knee is sore and I don't have another dressing. I don't want to rock sporty/yoga shorts with boots agian so I call my gf who owns the boots I've already borrowed and pray my bizzar situation isn't about to land me awkward. Do you have a pair of flipflops I can borrow? I'm getting new shoes on my lunchbreak tomorrow. Pffft........AWKWARD! lol Seriously gratefull for aweosome people ;)
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand
The End

Tomorrow is going to kick ass. Tomorrow is FRIDAY!!! Tomorrow I will have Friday coffee :) Tomorrow I am Wonderwoman and tonight; I sleep.

SuperSpazz

The cut slimed stone walls burried the fallen crest of the setting sun. Firery orange drifting into the sinjed fade of hope dying. Screams broke through the fog cracking the crisp lines of a clammy silence. Breath rasped as their back suctioned to the green of the stones circling them. Silence wakes. Footsteps when there should be none....

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SuperWarm

I love the feeling of love. Simple I know, yet it never fades to feel so completely warm inside. The flush of a smile as a phone call is received and you reconnect with 'a lost friend' which really is code for a) had a baby b) back in school or c) surprise! I get busy too ;-) So.....my friends, thanks for the call....the thought.....the text.....for even if we only talk once every few weeks, or even every few months, the warmth of knowing you has never faded <3

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SuperWow

It honestly astounds me when I learn something that someone has preached at me incessantly. You can say something to be repeatedly but its when I am able to wind the gears in my own mind and see the results that it actually MEANS something. How often have I done this?! How often are people trying to help others but we have forgotten how to learn! How to hear and how to understand. Amazing :-)

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